I do not know

I do not know why I did not post a blog yesterday. I do not know why people commit crimes, violent or otherwise. I do not know why every rich person is not opening his or her home to someone in need. I do not know why death scares us. I do not know how to earn money by breathing but since our system and society is dependent on consumerism I wish everyone was able to do so. I do not know my siblings or nephew(s). I do not know why my writing sometimes sounds as if a seventeen year old, instead of a thirty four year old, wrote it. I do not know why we do not have a cure for cancer. I do not know why you are still reading. I do not know why it seems more important that Scientists create a hover craft or flying vehicles rather than a definitive cure for cancer. I do not know why I am writing this. I do not know why I will publish it. I do not know how or if you will respond. I do not know how much more is inside me to write, to share. Idk.